early merry christmas to all!

our department celebrated christmas early coz a lot of us are going on leave starting this week. here are some of my favorite moments...

(left): kiss, borj and me (right): bon, imee, mark, lem


my boys! bryan and lem...freshly certified trainers :)
i love working with these two!!! i hope i've taught them well...

EARLY MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYONE!!!

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space and time are directly proportional

familiarity breeds contempt.

when i first started liking this guy, we were on different shifts. we didn't get to see each other that much, so everytime that we do see each other, it was the kilig moment of my day. but now, we're on the same shift and now he has the same job responsibilities as i. i see him every night. i hear him talk everyday. and now, instead of me liking him more, i'm DISLIKING him.

actually, its bordering on hate and irritation.

everytime i see him, i want to run the other way. the mere hint of his cologne in the air makes me want to hurl. the slightest sound of his laugh makes me want to tear my hair out of their roots from annoyance! i have no idea how these feelings came about, or when they even started! if before all i wanted was to be with him, now i just want him to STAY AWAY from him!i found the smaller our circle got, the more i wanted us to be worlds apart.the more time we have to see each other, the more i want the hours to fly by.

he's getting too close for comfort.


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cebu misadventures

whenever tom, jaejae and i get together, an adventure is bound to happen...!!

sunday morning, tom calls me and tells me that they're gonna pick me up at my place in 2 minutes. and true to their word, they were outside of my house in 2 minutes! we go over to abuhan to have hot pochero for breakfast. after that, we head to the mountains where tom proceeds to order a bucket of red horse. and mind you, this was at 8am!! and to top it all off, tom had already been drinking so he was semi-drunk! needless to say, after 1 beer, tom was knocked out! he literally fell asleep on the table!

so jae and i talked about the past few months. at 10, we decided to wake up tom to tell him we're going home. bleary eyed, he started to drive down to the city. 3 minutes of driving, he decided to pull over and he said "5 minutes. give me 5 minutes to sleep". jae and i freaked out so i said i'll drive for him. i thought he'd say no but he actually opened the door and let me drive! YEHEY!!!

so, i drove all the way to jae's house going through gorordo, escario, banawa, katipunan until we reached victorville. oh my goodness! it was sssoooo fun!! it was easy to drive because the car was automatic, and it was a sunday morning. easy driving. the funny thing was the only time that we encountered a problem was when i was turning onto jae's street. i almost hit a parked van! hehehe that woke tom up! now i understand why kuya je hates backseat drivers! you panic more when the others are panicing! :)

tom + jae + me = MISADVENTURE!

i love it!! :)

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love actually

i've been looking at nic's blog ever so often and the prenup pictures have been posted. nic and anna look so happy together, like they're really set on spending the rest of their lives together, which got me really depressed. well actually, i've been feeling rather blue the past few days. i think i know the reason...it's the absence of love.

i'm pretty convinced that i have it all. i have a steady job that pays relatively well, great friends, loving family, food to eat, clothes on my back and such. but the thing that i really want, i still can't seem to have.

i've been having dreams of a college boyfriend these past few days and it's left me wondering what my subconscious is trying to tell me. we made a 6year deal, and the deadline is nearing. i'm sure though that he's forgotten all about it so i'm not counting on him getting in contact with me. still, i can't help but wonder...could this be the reason for all the dreams?

but on news closer to home, i've been wanting to go out with this guy for the longest time. we talk occationally, text here and there, but we haven't gone out. i think he has a clue that i like him, which is not that surprising. i wonder how he'll react if I ask him out (i can't do it!!!) i'm still idealistic when it comes to those things. i still want to believe that it's the guy that does the asking, and girl does the obliging.

hay...i have these intense feelings for him, only to be doused everytime i see him. coz when i see his eyes, there's nothing there to make me think that he'll ever reciprocate the feelings.

why does love have to be so complicated?


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ramblings

hay...my non-training status is coming to an end. i have only 3 more days until i go back to running a class. i'm excited to go conduct a class, i just hope that they'll be excited to go to PST too.
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i've been having really weird dreams lately. if anybody out there knows how to interpret dreams, please inform me! i'm so interested to know what these dreams mean!!!!

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and the hits just keep on coming

*HUGE GRIN*

wow.

it feels different to see your name on a glossy page of a magazine and know that all the words written below are yours.

w.o.w.

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sounds good, tastes even better

i wonder how you would taste like?
sweet like honey?
every single piece of you bursting with sugary sweetness...

or maybe salty?
just like the smell and taste of the beach, as the sea sprays splash you on your face...

or perhaps spicy?
that your lips would burn mine, a pain that brings with it pleasure and makes me long for more...

or a bit minty?
that reminds me of the ice cool caps of the mountains, that leaves a refreshing tingle...

perchance one day, i shall get to induldge myself in you
that i would have a chance to taste your sugary, spicy, salty, minty lips
and hoping in return you would taste them on me,
making you long for more...


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