up, down and around

borrowing from the ambigrams of john langdon which are featured in dan brown's "angels and demons", all can be used to describe what i'm going through right...



things just go round and round. i never intended for feelings to get hurt, but that's hard to believe since this is a public website and i did advertise the address. but, these are my personal thoughts, my feelings put down on paper (?) or rather encoded and published on my website.



i had this rage inside me from reading something that i knew i shouldn't have read. i don't know who to trust anymore. but thank God for the internet and maroon 5! i've calmed down and accepted that it was partially my fault and that i brought it upon myself. no use blaming anyone. the fire's been extinguished.



have you ever felt that you're running out of air? out for breath? even in the widest of spaces? how can you get suffocated by space? but i don't mind being intoxicated by the scent of a man. he is just so wonderful and sweet, or more like, musky. hehehe...i just want to hug him all day and never let go.



i somehow feel like i'm drifting. i mean i go to work everyday, go through the same routine, and yet, i really don't know where i'm ultimatly heading towards. i go home, read my books, watch a bit of TV, then sleep. is this all there is? there's gotta be more... somebody tow me back to shore and tell me where to go




email me! missymisbehavin08@yahoo.com