this is it, my new lease on life...well sort of. a new job, new building, new colleagues, almost new everything. this is almost like last year, i was getting over mr. musician and suddenly i get a promotion. now that i'm getting over the ex, here comes a brand new job that will not only get me further with my career, but further away from him. out of site, out of mind.

i told myself that i'll do things differently at the new company...no shitting in my own backyard. my work is my work, i won't mix my personal life with it. monday will usher in my new life but as for this weekend, im going to relax. as i'm writing this, i'm at dalampasigan, wind blowing my way, the setting sun casting yellows and oranges on the waves and mango shake in one hand.

earlier, i was swimming to work out my otherwise tired muscles and i couldn't help but wonder if it's possible for me to lead this kind of life. just float around in the pool, look up at the sky and just dream. but of course, reality comes crashing down, reminding me of the things that i need to do. but forcing myself to block the thoughts out, i just float aroung looking at the perfectly blue sky, a kite flying in the distance, the waves relaxing and the scent of the sanggumay filling the air. in the distance, i can hear the bancas going out to fish and the children laughing trying to prolong their play time for the day. surrounded by these things, my senses working over time, i just wished time would stand still for me...