oh wow! september?? what the hell have i been doing the past few months? oh yeah, i was in a relationship. it's funny how things tend to be in the back seat once you have something with someone. this my only way to vent what i feel and it totally sucks that i don't a have shrink to psych-analyize what i have to say. then again, i have plenty of friends who do that for me for free. it's weird, when i saw that he was in a relationship in his friendster, i got so affected!!! i mean, i was the one who told him to go to the girl and when he did, i let it get to me. damn! but i have to let go now. no use holding on.