his prayer is my prayer

When life becomes a drag and work becomes a bore I tend to compromise and lose my focus. It is funny because You will always find a way to remind me of my vow. I promised you that I would be faithful to You for as long as You would bless me at Convergys. You had always kept Your end of the deal. Perhaps I am comfortable with the situation that I can live a day without Your guidance and strength. How far can I go without Your strength? Perhaps I need a little shaking in my life to straighten things out. -borrowed from Archangel Michael

shaking...that's an understatement. i had said that i needed a change, and You gave it to me, You gave me Cebu. when i got here, not only did i get the needed change, but i got the pop that burst my bubble. i was shaken to the core, to the point that i began to question myself. i feel that i've passed but i'm still being tested, every single day.

thank you so much Father for making me realize that i cannot do things on my own, that everything is in Your hands. that i should trust You and lift up to You areas of my life that i've always felt that i should control. i don't understand why you gave me him, why i feel the way i do, why he's making me feel this, but i know that You will reveal it in Your own perfect time.

thank you so much Father. at my weakest, You are there. when everyone fails me, You are there. despite of my shortcomings, You still love me.

You are my shield, my strength, my portion deliverer. My shelter, strong tower, my very present help in times of need. i love you.


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