Tuesday, December 14, 2004

sunrise, sunset

because of brew, last goodbye by jeff buckley is in my head. it's one of the saddest songs ever written but i love it.

last saturday, i had my first all nighter in cebu. what started as a few drinks at cafe royale at 11pm ended with more drinks at a friend's house at 10am. i was able to see my first ever sunrise, right by the beach. and with the things that happened that night, i needed to see the sunrise. it gave me perspective.

i wrote in one of my entries two years ago, sunsets can end things, but sunrises can give you closure. as i was watching the gray sky turn orange and blue and white, i spoke a prayer to my Father, thanking Him for the day, that He gave me a new beginning. that He is so good to me, giving me the strength to go on with life. and in that moment, while my friends were beside me, i spoke a blessing unto my sweets. he deserves all the blessings that the Lord can give him.


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3 Comments:

Blogger Brew B. said...

Last Goodbye was written for me. Jeff Buckley saw everything I was doomed to experience without even knowing where and who i was.

I envy you.. blessed with a heart able to see the beauty in the sunrise.. i on the other hand, am cursed to live with nothing but sunsets.. like the little prince, perhaps.

I am convinced that something i thought shall pass, won't.

12:08 PM  
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Blogger Missy said...

i am a fraud. this person that i am, strong and resilient, it's an act. inside, i'm crumbling. i'm being taken apart by the very love that i hoped would keep me together.

5:11 PM  

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