holy crap!!!! october was my last blog? is it because i've got no life or i've got no time...hmm...rather not answer that. but tons have happened. i'm now in the work force of the philippine society, giving money to those in position. i've gone through how many heartaches. i've met new friends, i've lost them too. what else can happen? i think i've found the guy for me, only to let him slip through my fingers. ok, what next? armaggedon????? damn!!!!! got lots of questions, i'm questioning love, fate, destiny, the heavens, the earth, everything!!!! and no matter how hard i ask, no matter how hard i plead for an answer, they're just not answering me!!!!!