September 25, 2002

You guys have got to try Bida Corn snacks! They’re only one peso at your local sari sari store. It’s really good! Hehehehe…I must have nothing to write about if I’m raving about a one peso corn snacks. =)

On the contrary, I have a lot to write about that I have no idea where to start.

I always wanted to live away from home, I mean, to study in Manila or something, so that I won’t have my mom breathing down my back. But it’s funny, it seems now, I am living away from home. Just when I want so much that my mom would be home, she’s not. Not her fault. Her job calls for it. Weird, I want what’s not here, and when she is, I want her to go away. I think it’s human nature to want what you don’t have.

September 26, 2002

Another Thursday gimmick night. I don’t drink, everyone knows that. It’s the company I’m after. Had my first encounter with the famous Dexter Cayanes. Cool guy, if only he wasn’t so drunk! Acting lang daw, yeah right! Hehehe…. I see now why a lot of the students take to him.

Saw an orgmate of mine that hasn’t been around for the past year. I missed her! She’s such a great person, inside and out! You can carry the most intellectually stimulating conversation with her, yet, still be able to talk about absolutely nothing! Really great that she’s coming back next semester. But then, it’s me who’s not gonna be around. Time to graduate and move to greener pastures.

Is it just me, or do men really have to make their presence known during the most unexpected moments? And, he really had to ask “are you mad?”. What kind of question is that?!?! Aaarrrrggghhh!!!! The theory of my beloved Allan is, he just doesn’t have anyone to text, and he suddenly remembers there’s little old me, and he texts. Hahaha…could be a possibility.

Got a new computer. Yahoo!! I’m using it now! Just when I’m almost finished with my studies, my mom buys me a computer. It’s all good though; I’ll be using it for work. Piracy na itow!!!

My ex boyfriend texted me once again. He’s probably drunk. I feel like it’s one big déjà vu this night. Even the songs they were playing at the bar were the same songs as last Thursday. It’s either they like the songs so much, or I have to get out of Los Baños more often.





2:53pm

He said it right: you expect something and when it’s not what it’s suppose to be, you just bail. My ex boyfriend was over a few minutes ago. We talked, had a few laughs, but after that, it made me realize that I’ve out grown him. He and I, well, we just don’t mix anymore. There was a reason why we never worked out, and now, I know why. If I had stuck with him, then, I wouldn’t have grown intellectually. Sad. He’s just another pretty face. Before today, I was wondering how it would be to be with him again. Now that I spent a few hours with him, my curiosity was satisfied. I should have remembered the saying: Curiosity killed the cat. In my case, it just killed what I thought of him.