weekend thoughts

after a week in manila, i got to thinking about the move i made to cebu. i think it was one of the best decisions i've ever made. manila life is great, the hussle and bussle of everything. but at the end of the day, there's nothing more relaxing than being home, seeing the lush hills of cebu and smelling the sea air while sipping a cup of coffee before going to sleep. now that's something manila can never give me.

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i also got to realize that being home, near the parents or the siblings, would only cause more friction than comfort. not to say that i don't miss them, i do! a lot! but i heard of news today which made me say to myself "thank God i'm not there in laguna!" i knew that if i had known of this issue while i was there, things might have gotten worse. as they say, there's always a reason for everything.

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he had asked me if things would be the same after our meeting. i said yes. and i do believe that it is. it's still the same...i still think about him; i still wonder if we can be a "we"; i still feel the thump in my heart at the thought of him...

he still makes me happy despite all that's happened.

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