i dream with noise, i wake with silence

for the past few days, i've been having disturbing dreams. one that made me cry was the one i had today...

in my dream, i was driving my new hyundai sta.fe in los banos. i passed by baker hall and i suddenly saw *him*. i stopped the car, jumped out and went running to give him a hug. i looked at him and he had this expression on his face. i saw that there were flowers on the table and that there was a girl talking to one of the instructors. *he* led me out the door and said that he now has a girlfriend in LB. i walked back to my car and looked back. i saw him crying. and that's when i started crying.

please, you know who you are, say it isn't so. please say that this dream is not true... it seems that even in my dreams, you're breaking my heart.


email me! missymisbehavin08@yahoo.com