What a way to start off my blogger. I start with a really depressing and pathetic love letter that will never reach it's intended reader. Instead, it's gonna be read by my friends, all who know of my sad tale that night. But what the heck. Hhhmm...should I give him the URL??? I could. But can I handle the consequences? I can. Afterall, he's going to New York in a week. But, I'm going to New York too. I could give it to him. Maybe I should. That way, he'll know. My friend said other guys would be happy with the attention that I'm giving him. But how come he doesn't seem to appreciate it? Is it really his loss? No, I think it's more of mine. Damn.